34585) I just got over not eating, and had my appetite back. He force fed me, he made me better. I relied on him to actually remind me to eat, but now he’s with some other girl. Back to my old ways.
MY LIFE
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12.08.2011 :: 21 notes
i don’t feel anything anymore.
nothing.
i feel nothing for the people in my life.
i’m indifferent to everything and everyone.
it’s all about passing the time, not enjoying myself.
i don’t know what happened to me,
i don’t know how to change it.
11.23.2011 :: 2 notes
i think i’m going to write a book about my life.
i know it would be a pretty good seller.
i’m a survivor, and the world needs more stories like mine.
11.22.2011 :: 3 notes
what’s the point?
the one person i thought would never leave me, left.
all my friendships are superficial.
i can’t let anyone in, even if i want to.
i can’t tell the difference between liking someone and using them.
i don’t know if i care, or if i just need someone to care.
the only thing i have is god, and yet i continue to run as far from him as possible.
nothing makes sense anymore.
i don’t think things ever will again.
11.19.2011 :: 0 notes
